A BLACK MILITANT POEM SPEAKS

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A BLACK MILITANT POEM SPEAKS  
by J. A. Emanuel

1 was born militant:
screamed 
when the world first  touched me, 
slapped me into life.

Measles, mumps, and scarlet fever 
stalked me to school, 
envied my blackboard stardom, 
dragged me homeward from my inkwell 
to test my fighting back.
I had battle scars at nine.

Retilo Remos taught me to curse 
like Mexicans 
pushed into worm—thin boxcars
(their homes  that smoked and scowled back--  
cocoons across the railroad tracks), 
while words my father's Blackness bated 
chewed my homework pencil, 
hardened my grip.

Gang-war trampled my seasons, 
aging me in its schoolrooms, armies, offices, bedrooms:
the same Black lessons smearing each desk, each day, each year, 
the same merciless faces reddening the mud, 
the same outmaneuvered hands crumpling the memorandums, 
the same passionless asses printing lies on clean linen.

At last, this voiceful hour 
bursts me out of a lifelong cave, 
sticks me upright and formal 
among delicate eavesdroppers, 
my brittle memories the strength, 
the need, 
to lift this  club 
in my hands.

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Poem written by Emanuel in 1985 addressing the power of writing and poetic voice. Overt autobiobiographical elements include Retilo Remos, who was a childhood friend of Emanuel.

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    James A. Emanuel
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    James A. Emanuel Estate
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    James A. Emanuel Estate