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TRACKS, FOR A BOURGEOIS WOMAN 
by J. A. Emanuel

In Alpine snow, 
cross—country skis uneasily at rest 
to imitate the guide, 
she looked back suddenly, surprised to feel 
the downward mountain pulsing in her eyes:
"a mystical experience"
(Wordsworth himself had said), 
this blank—ribbed spectre 
widening into her past 
foundationless as sky whirled upside down--
only clouds to slow her feet, 
no gripping path 
except the dimly rutted trail behind them, 
its whiteness rearranged by bluer air.

A trance-like quiet 
palmed away her friend's bright talk 
from filmy space the guide's new voice spread through 
like quick-dry brushstrokes 
re-coloring the portrait she had sat for 
her life:
"Perhaps you'd like," he said,
"to make tracks of your own."

The sunshine-frame of it 
braced the instant 
taken by her waking skis 
to plunge, her willing body following, 
her shining senses leaping downhill 
to clinch the chance, the dare, 
exhilaration blinded to the rock that rose 
and jerked her headlong underneath the snow--
a trap-door disappearance, a swallowing.

Panic pushed her friend-- guide already there--
to the nothingness above her, 
anxiety a shrilling vapor 
until a rosy—tasseled cap, 
wrenched over dripping eyes and soggy grin, 
poked through the gleaming snow.

In three seconds 
she had tracked a blue peak 
far beyond the friendly tugs 
and well—tried arm 
that brushed and straightened her.

She stood up--rearranged 
around her changeless core--
whisking off her mind a diamond phrase, unsaid, 
about the hole she'd made, 
twice her size in drawing rooms--
and deeper.
DEADLY JAMES (For All the Victims of Police Brutality)

by J. A. Emanuel

The killer-cops, the San Diego three,
What made them think you deadly, James?

I take their guilty heads into my arms;
I cradle them,
my tendons hush their eyes,
illume them to see the years roll back:
your little window, James, unsealed,
your palomino rocking horse,
his glassy eyes unquiet
when the sudden blood that splashed his ivory mane
told you the table knife you sucked on
was different, could also spit upon the tawny rug
breathtaking tracks--
deadly, James.

I embrace their heads more tightly;
their veins bulge to understand you, James,
you, hardly old enough to run,
dancing solitary in the Brooklyn rain,
your older playmates dashed from,
your arms and lips and laughter reaching up
for all the sky could pour
upon the rivers capering inside you--
deadly rivers, James?

I hug their heads
with strength I had saved for you, James;
their eyeballs darken as they strain with me
to find you practicing your saxophone,
lying in the quilted heaps of your bed poked up
around your stocking feet--the littered outpost
of that father wilderness you made your room,
“NO ENTRY” blazed across the door
to guard your heartbeats
when your golden horn believed its one-man note--
that wild, sweet loneliness you cried--
beguiling neighbors into forgiveness
before you fumbled scales beginners know.
You     began at the top, James,
Deadly.

I clasp their heads more fiercely,
empowered by the memory of you
stranded where they bled you down
into your smallest drop,
gunhammers cocked and nighsticks sinewed--
all three bewildered to find beauty
defiantly beyond them,
a tiny, dark-brown flower: the grain of you James,
erect,
watered back to momentary life
by your manful tears.

In my iron arms their heads turned dry,
drop hollow to the ground ... 
If your new, unearthly wisdom bids you,
Raise them.
But whenever you feel blood again,
or rain, or music,
pray your innocence be deadlier, James,
 much
  deadlier.
Fair copy of poem written in Paris, 11—13 Oct. 1984

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT (A TEENAGE PARTY) by J. A. Emanuel

As drumbeats raised the horn 
that stretched into the air, 
glances of the boy, the girl 
touched one another; 
shy, they saw the music climbing, felt its scent--
as from a lightly perfumed soap slipping perfectly 
(no hands upon it) 
from its silver wrapper.

Their smiles inhaled it, 
balanced it 
between them.

A word he almost said 
upheld his share; 
her portion answered, 
a gesture given him 
to please.

Theirs, 
they took it in their arms, 
this cleanliness, 
and danced.

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