Toward Radical Collective Care While Adjuncting, Studying, and Parenting
by James Tolleson
Since my daughter was born at the end of 2024, I have found myself experiencing two interlocking crises of care. For both higher education and parents, capitalism and its gendered and racialized articulations create a situation in which the less powerful and less wealthy live with a scarcity of care and a deficit of time. In Work Won’t Love You Back, freelance journalist Sarah Jaffe writes a chapter on the “proletarian professionals” of academia, in which she updates us on the status of that sector of the “Professional-Managerial Class” (PMC) that arose in the Post-World War II era as a credentialed, well compensated and relatively autonomous class of workers.1 Adjuncts, graduate-student–workers, and other part-timers in academia represent a falling portion of the PMC that may also experience that collective downward mobility as personal shame, often exacerbated by the racialized and gendered stigmas of falling outside of the historical norms of the tenured professoriat. As a white cisgender man who benefits from the social and material privileges of my identities and socio-economic positioning, I’m still affected by the decades of racist underinvestment in public higher education and feel deeply uncertain about getting enough research funding and making enough money to support the needs of my family.2 But recently, and most immediately, this crisis of care has taken the form of needing to do two things at one time: teach my class and take care of my baby. The only thing holding this arrangement together? Ms. Rachel, the children’s educator on YouTube.
I saw a social media post recently about a family that invited a third parent into their family to better raise their child. As a joke, they superimposed a picture of Ms. Rachel into their family photo, but I imagine there was a kernel of truth there. For my wife and I, Ms. Rachel videos have, in fact, been key to addressing our crisis of care this semester. Since our daughter started part-time daycare, she has often been sick and needed to stay home. While I teach my anthropology courses online, I position her in the crib close by and put on Ms. Rachel videos to distract her and keep her calm. We feel a bit ashamed, wondering if we are exposing her to screentime “brain rot,” but we haven’t had the time or money to find and hire an emergency babysitter. Instead, we rely on technological fixes: Ms. Rachel videos are free to watch and Zoom has miraculously figured out how to filter out background noise like people singing catchy songs about the alphabet. It works, but just barely, and not without distractions or lingering guilt.
As a teacher, I try to filter out the challenges of being a parent and a relatively low-wage worker, like Zoom filtering out the background noise, because letting those things seep through feels unprofessional. I certainly don’t remember my professors in college trying to do childcare while teaching a course. But when my daughter gets tired of Ms. Rachel, turns to me with arms outstretched and lets out a cry, just as a student asks me a question, I am compelled to be a bit unprofessional. I hunch down out of the Zoom camera frame and pick her up, coming back on screen with an apologetic smile and a now-happier baby. And while this moment feels emblematic of work, school, and parenting in the post-COVID era, becoming a parent has shifted more than just how I teach on Zoom. On one hand, parenting reinforces the experience of crisis because I am much more often at my wits end and, at times, feel very isolated by the responsibility that my wife and I share to care for our daughter. On the other hand, being at my wits end sometimes breaks down the barriers between public and private and, without a doubt, has deeply rearranged my expectations, priorities, and dreams.
Rather than simply trying to filter out these struggles, or viewing them as personal problems, I’m inspired by the decades of organizing and teaching by Black feminists, socialist feminists, and radical labor organizers toward embracing the personal as political, politicizing care work, and building radical collective care.3 The political attacks on universities, particularly on social science and humanities departments and visions of higher education oriented toward social justice, combined with the cumulative effects of climate crisis and imperial violence, leaves me with little certainty about future job prospects. But it is also the convergence of parenting, teaching, and studying that motivates me to keep improving my personal and professional craft. This political moment seems to call for a kind of care-full rigor that means showing up and slowing down to engage students “where they are” and pushing them to consider the connections between their lives, passions, and broader social problems. In what follows, I will outline three pedagogical approaches aimed at slowing down and nurturing the social relations of teaching and learning needed for radical collective care in our classrooms, unions, and campuses.4
Radical Honesty about Adjuncting and Time
In recent semesters, I have been more forthcoming with my students about how I show up in the classroom. I have made a point to acknowledge that, while they can and usually do call me “Professor,” my official job title is “adjunct lecturer,” and they should be aware of the limited job security, low pay, and uncertain futures of people in those roles, people who also teach the majority of classes at CUNY. When I bring this up, most of my students have no idea about these differences or how the lack of pay parity for adjunct instructors deeply impacts both the working and living conditions of instructors and the learning conditions of all CUNY students. Following Bianca C. Williams’s pedagogy of “radical honesty,” I think introducing this aspect of how I show up in the classroom is an important first step from shame to truth-telling on individual and collective scales. Williams argues that this is pedagogically useful since it promotes treating “life experience as a rich object of study… [and training] my students to use themselves as case studies.”5 I open a window to my personal life and offer an implicit vision of what university teaching and learning could look like by telling them that I may not have as much time as I would like to support, mentor, and get to know them, but I will show up for them as best as I can and respect their time invested in readings and assignments. This introduction serves as an entry point to more forms of radical collective care in the classroom and, hopefully, beyond.
Slowing Down for Relationships and Co-Discovery
Next, I focus on opportunities for relationship building, which is not just good for student mental health but reinforces learning with social bonds and deepens long-term comprehension and intellectual engagement. To set the stage, I learn about where my students come from and what prior knowledge and contexts they bring with them. They introduce themselves and answer some general questions about their cultural and linguistic backgrounds, their neighborhoods and families, and their dreams for the future. I have also had my students interview each other to learn about anthropological research methods and to encourage supportive relationships in the classroom. When given the opportunity, most students delight in this exercise and relish learning about each other and spending time on relationship building. This resonates with my parenting experiences as well—just as educator Christopher Emdin counsels teachers to help students see the content as infinite and ripe for co-discovery, I find that parenting pushes me into a mode of co-discovery unlike any other.6 Exploring the world with my sixteen-month-old daughter has generated a new sense of being-in-the-moment and the preciousness of time spent mentoring and parenting. For co-discovery to unfold, I have to show up and slow down to my daughter’s pace of back-and-forth exchanges of sound, motion, affect, and emotion. Higher education, not just early childhood education, also requires attention to those relational foundations for learning to take root.
The Care-Full Rigor of Linking Content to Reality
Part of Christopher Emdin’s “reality pedagogy” is the premise that while teachers have expertise in the content areas, students are the experts of content delivery and know how to draw the connections to different contexts and make the content relevant and important to themselves and their peers.7 This is akin to how I follow my daughter’s lead in interacting with an object: I may be an expert on reading, but for her to enjoy books, she needs the freedom to turn it upside down, flip forwards and backwards, etc. I read to her and show her how I turn the pages or indicate certain connections between images and sounds. But she also engages the books on her own terms. To this end, I have broadened the mediums that students can use in my courses and invited more creativity in engaging with critical social theory. In recent semesters, I have asked students to create zines filled with artwork, imagery, and quotations from the readings. One student created a zine that engaged with the topic of universal childcare from the perspective of engaging parents in co-governing the daycares and building community-based relationships of trust. She assessed the current political moment based on her experiences of growing up with an extended network of family members who provided childcare that was intellectually stimulating and encouraged her to study science and medicine. She worried that the goal of universality might obscure the crucial focus on relationship-building in childcare institutions. My initial feedback to her was that the Mamdani administration would surely benefit from her perspective. To encourage more students to reflect creatively and make arguments for change they want to see, I am staying open to other forms and mediums for processing, curating, and presenting ideas, like art, music, technology, social events, and political action.
To push the limits of what they know and invite them into forging their own critical and generative insights about the world, I ask them to consider social problems in light of their own “realities,” including their personal passions and interests. The courses I teach at CUNY are most often introductory cultural anthropology courses taken by many students to fulfill general education requirements. My course is already designed for students to think critically about social inequalities around race, class, gender, sexuality, nationality, etc., but I have revised some of my assignments to help students analyze how their own lives are caught up in political, economic, and social processes and to imagine possible pathways for their careers, vocations, academic courses of study, and everyday lives to matter in ways that matter to them. Through the zine assignment, I ask them to envision a world in which social inequalities are solved and care is equitably distributed to all. This has led students to draw on interests in architecture, education, religion and spirituality, climate and the environment, healthcare, and more, to elaborate how material and social worlds could be better organized. Likewise, through other writing assignments, I have pushed students to develop “calls to action” for social problems, by drawing on anthropological research as supporting evidence and by having them envision practical political steps towards solutions. These assignments are designed to build a kind of “care-full rigor” focused on attuning to the realities of both problems in the world and their own interests and passions.
Being a parent, adjunct, and student at this time in history has pushed me to imagine what radical collective care might look like in my personal and professional lives—while blurring and mixing those roles and responsibilities together in surprising ways. To me, radical collective care is both a strategy for surviving care crises, because I’m prioritizing the labor of care over the labor of professionalism and mastery, and a vision of how public higher education might look if guided by care, equity, and justice. As long as public higher education is not fully funded and adjuncts don’t have pay parity, I may have to rely on Ms. Rachel videos more often than I would like. I may not be able to slow down and show up for my students as much as they deserve. Yet, pedagogically, I aim to continue incorporating radical honesty into my classroom, finding ways to slow down enough to allow passionate co-discovery in diverse forms to emerge, and encouraging my students to connect the content and contexts that matter to them.
About the Author
James Tolleson (PhD Candidate, Cultural Anthropology)
James Tolleson (he/him) is a PhD candidate in cultural anthropology at the Graduate Center (CUNY), studying the affective politics of parenting and childcare in NYC with a focus on left-wing political organizing and community-based mutual aid. James teaches part-time as an adjunct lecturer at the City College of New York and lives in West Harlem with his partner Sabrina and sixteen-month-old daughter.
What is the best piece of parenting advice you’ve received?
“Cherish these early years.” Initially I didn’t take this bit of advice positively; it felt like a condemnation of all the rest of the years to come. But recently I have come to appreciate the way people who have older kids light up a little bit when they say it. It’s not necessarily that they hate their lives now, but they see my kid and have a great memory that makes them smile. Now this piece of advice calms me down and reminds me to stay present and enjoy the unique intimacies of caring for a small child.
What is the worst piece of parenting advice you’ve received?
“Don’t give in to her crying or you will spoil her.” (Talking about a five-month-old.)
What is the best piece of teaching advice you’ve received?
I participated in a workshop by educator Chris Emdin on “reality pedagogy,” which connects to students’ everyday realities (e.g. life responsibilities) and the realities of the content, using life experiences as concrete steppingstones to more abstract concepts. A main goal of this approach is for their three “receptors” of education, love, and play to feel fully charged. I often over-focus on preparing the course reading schedule, but Emdin’s approach recenters me on a multifaceted student experience and helps me envision and plan for deeper and more meaningful kinds of learning.
What advice do you want to offer Graduate Center student-teachers who are thinking about parenthood?
Parenting has affected, more than anything, the way I think about time. It makes time more concrete and measurable in different ways—like the way I now view my own lifespan in relation to my child’s, or the way I anticipate how much time I have to write and research during my baby’s nap. This is both a huge challenge and a grounding and meaning-making experiential change. My advice would be to consider how much you want or are willing to let go of seeking perfection and mastery in order to experience different kinds of richness and fullness in your life.
What advice do you want to offer all Graduate Center student-teachers?
Seek out professional development opportunities for teaching! (Especially when they offer pay or a stipend.)
Notes
- Sarah Jaffe, “Chapter 8. Proletarian Professionals: Academia,” in Work Won’t Love You Back: How Devotion to Our Jobs Keeps Us Exploited, Exhausted, and Alone (Bold Type Books, 2021), ebook. ↑
- American Social History Project / Center for Media and Learning, “1978-1992 Retrenchment - Austerity - Tuition,” CUNY Digital History Archive, n.d., https://cdha.cuny.edu/coverage/coverage/show/id/43. Marcella Bencivenni, “CUNY and the Erosion of Public Higher Education,” Academe Magazine, February 2017, https://www.aaup.org/academe/issues/103-0/cuny-and-erosion-public-higher-education. ↑
- Miriam Ticktin, “Care as Political Revolution?” Focaal - Journal of Global and Historical Anthropology 98 (2024): 64–70. Nancy Fraser, “Crisis of Care? On the Social-Reproductive Contradictions of Contemporary Capitalism,” in Social Reproduction Theory: Remapping Class, Recentering Oppression, ed. Tithi Bhattacharya (Pluto Press, 2017). Maya Schenwar and Kim Wilson, eds., We Grow the World Together: Parenting Toward Abolition (Haymarket Books, 2024). Alexis Pauline Gumbs et al., eds., Revolutionary Mothering: Love on the Front Lines (PM Press, 2016). ↑
- John Clarke, “Stuart Hall and the Theory and Practice of Articulation,” Discourse: Studies in the Cultural Politics of Education 36, no. 2 (2015): 275–86. ↑
- Bianca C. Williams, “Radical Honesty: Truth-Telling as Pedagogy for Working Through Shame in Academic Spaces,” in Race, Equity, and the Learning Environment, 1st ed., with Chayla Haynes et al. (Routledge, 2016), 80. ↑
- Christopher Emdin, “Moving Beyond the Boat without a Paddle: Reality Pedagogy, Black Youth, and Urban Science Education,” The Journal of Negro Education 80, no. 3 (2011): 284–95. Reality Pedagogy: Christopher Emdin at TEDxTeachersCollege, with Christopher Emdin, Teachers College, Columbia University, New York City, 2012, YouTube Video, https://youtu.be/2Y9tVf_8fqo?si=n2YvoUNvlcb6a4dO. ↑
- Emdin, “Moving Beyond the Boat without a Paddle.” ↑
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