if e.g. but for the accidental clause the swerve of curiosity on the monkey bars the flash-bulb memory the wall of fire outside the window and or something as vague as living in time i.e. for a time near what seem to be near things swept into the stream of self-translation in the coincidental flow of events near disregarded syllables suddenly audible vol up sudden outburst of song sudden Ha it’s too funny how funny it is to feel sometimes and not others how to remotely sense a sweet violence in the brevity i.e. the spilt second glance